Tuesday, May 30, 2017

My Work For Jackson Guild, INC.

I have worked with Ms. Janay Jackson for about 7 months. This program was very enlightening. Teaching the youth has always been something very dear to my heart. The fact that I got to help younger and older people learn valuable lessons about business and real estate was just amazing. I thank this organization for helping me feel how it is to work in an office and to feel how it is to impact lives. Teaching older people has always brought this sense of irony to me, and I think it's really awesome that people are always seeking knowledge. I really hope that future volunteers understand that "knowledge is power." I will make sure that others know the real power of intelligence! Get informed!

"The Jackson Guild" TJG. 28 May, 2017.

Tuesday, May 16, 2017

No Phone, No Problem

The second unit of my Endurance course, Katabasis was all about the trials & tribulations of our figurative hero. In this project, we are that hero. We must "endure" something for 12 hours and log our experiences. The significance of this 12 hours is for you to determine. You can go on a twelve-hour hike, play video games, or even build a mini shed aquarium. The idea of this project is to achieve the mission that you set out in the first unit. Or at least get one step closer. I chose to simply not use my phone for 12 hours. I decided that I could become a better artist if I just became one with the art. No distractions. No phone calls, text messages, or games. During this project, I think I found out that writing music kind of hinders my creativity. There's something about writing music instead of typing it for me. Typing is always more ideal for me. The distractions hinder my creativity as well, though, so I guess I have to pick my poison. This project was intensive, but it was really fun and interesting!

Monday, May 1, 2017

The War Against Myself : Chapter 1

For the first action project of my last Humanities course, Endurance, we were asked to write an auto-biography 50 years into the future. The purpose of this action project is to help us find who we are as human beings. This unit helps us explore our limits and begin to understand what type of people we are.  We went through a number of different endurance challenges throughout this unit. It seems right that I will get to talk about myself on this action project, right? I've learned a lot about myself so why not share with you guys! Really digging deep and self-reflecting is not always easy. I think I'm proud of the way things came out though. Thanks for viewing my project! Always remember to be selfless, but you cannot be passionate about anything else if you're not passionate about keeping yourself together!

"ETP" JO. 18 Mar, 2017.

It felt like I was in a void. From ages 17-20, there was this emptiness. Who am I? That question drove every decision I made over those three years. There are so many things I regret, but if I hadn't made every decision I did, I wouldn't be where I am now.

At 17 years old, I was attending GCE Lab School in my hometown, Chicago, Illinois. GCE was a crucial part of my life. I think it was honestly the best thing that's ever happened to me. It's ironic because my mother put me there. What would I do without her? She's 83 years young, and she still finds time to be the best person in my life. She guided me through my high school years. She was my Captain America. My teenage years weren't even that bad. Why did I need a hero? I wasn't bored. I wasn't starving. What I was doing, was fighting the greatest battle of them all. The fight against myself. My junior year of high school is when I began writing poetry. Shortly after that, I began my music adventure. Both of these things immediately became very important to me. Poetry was bliss. The writing wasn't even my favorite part. Whenever I met other artists, I couldn't wait to exchange art. I'm addicted to good energy! Louder Than A Bomb (LTAB), a poetry organization based in Chicago, was the start of my artistry. Thank you.

At 18 years old, I started thinking. A lot. There wasn't a lot of people on the same level as me. My views and daily thoughts got very philosophical and abstract. I started challenging, not only my beliefs but other peoples' as well. How did our kind get here? No one really knows. Are we not making assumptions based on educated guesses? No one was there when we were created. But I'm not here to preach to you about how your beliefs are wrong or anything like that, but I wanted to bring attention to the fact that somehow someway, we are meant for something. You have to find that something. This was my call. Shortly after that, I was accepted to Morehouse College in Atlanta, Georgia. This was a huge change in momentum because I was going to stay in the city and study audio engineering and business, but I didn't want to turn down Morehouse. The opportunity was once in a lifetime. Music still seemed right. Music was powerful. It was creative, original, breathe-taking. I didn't understand the greatness of music for a while. When I started writing and making music, I quickly became more sensitive to art. I started respecting other artists a lot more. I began to understand the broadness of "artistry." I understood music was bigger than sound. Music is silence as well. Music is everywhere.

At 19 years old, my first hit single was released. Love was my first single that went platinum. I never knew this song would blow up like this, nor did I expect it to in the first place. The song is about keeping a stable relationship while being a full-time musician. Being a musician comes with touring, women, and non-stop recording. You can easily dig yourself into a deep hole. Teenage love is complicated. A snippet of the chorus of the song is below:

"She say she love me when I'm on the road
All these beau-ti-ful girls want me to fold
I need someone to keep me warm when it gets cold
But love it will save us until we grow old"

I wrote this story because when the music got serious, I felt myself growing distant from my significant other at the time. I really wanted to be with her so I began writing about how I felt. "All these beau-ti-ful girls want me to fold." I'm basically saying that there are so many women on tour that will try to destroy our relationship, but I won't let it happen. I use music to express myself. It's my language. I wrote "Ma Knows" a year later which was written for my mom. Music is literally another language. You understand some of it, but you can't understand all of it.

After my late teens, things just started going uphill, well, for the most part. The name of the artist collective I was in is called "Exit The Premises" (ETP). These were some of the best years of my life. This group was all of my best friends. All we did, was help each other unlock our potential as artists. We all had independent careers, but we were part of something bigger. Exit The Premises was a statement. Being in ETP was a statement, and we kept it strictly family which was convenient because our family was so talented. Our logo was an alien. This alien represented all of those people who don't exactly "fit in." It was strictly for the creative and experimental. One of our mottos was to just try new things and stop being so hard on ourselves. It was important to realize that music doesn't just have one sound.

My mother is one of the dearest people to me. She taught me to be resilient and to challenge the status quo. She has proven to be the reason for all of my accomplishments. My mother went through a lot. She had me at 16 years old. It was hard, to say the least. I couldn't imagine having a child at that age. The responsibilities and the burden on my social life would be tremendous. My mother quickly became an adult. I almost ruined her teenage years. She loved me, though, and she kept moving forward. My mother's resilience is crazy. She is the reason that I try to be the strongest person I can be. The hardest thing my mom went through was post high school decisions. My mother wanted to go to college for hair. Her mother told her that it is was unrealistic. My mother ended up going to college for what her mother wanted and not for what she wanted. I didn't want to make the same mistake. I ended up going to Morehouse for business, just to understand the business aspect of music, and to be in Atlanta.

My life has been unreal. I starting touring at age 19. I eventually did drop out of Morehouse my sophomore year, but it was a hard decision to make and I had to make it. After obtaining 8 grammies over 10 years, at the age of 29, I started taking online classes at Texas University. I ended up getting my Bachelors Degree. It was for me, as a milestone, and for my family as well. I am now, at the age of 68, a co-founder of Exit The Premises (ETP) and CEO of $$ Records, Where Artists Are Free.